Thursday, 4 December 2008.

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let it be? please clarify.


Oh, job hunting is very miserable i tell ya. We went to geylang after an interview to buy some scarf (not me). Then we headed to SP. (dah lame naaah tk jejak situ! rinduuu!) There, we met Jamilah, Farahin, Syahidah, Adilah, Dayah, Amira, Zakiah.. (Did i missed anyone out?) & yeah, Farahin hit me with that question again, "Nurul, awk beli baju ni patne?" HAHA. Missed ya.

& other than that, thanks to Nana & Thahirah, they stuffed me with KFC chicken. NICE! My tummy hurts till now. But i am glad to say that i am proud to be a TONG SAMPAH. Well, it's money man! ("Duet nie, duet nie.") HEE. I'm sure some of you are familiar wth that line of mine. hehh. k, & Abang must have shaken his head when he knew about this just now. heh. Eventhough i can't see you, but i know hahh. :D Tkpe, awk turun, kte naik. Inversely related. :-P Unique right? heh.

& yeah, as for thiese few days, i am pretty much stuck at home. At night, i'll visit nyai. Just to have some fresh air. (: I wonder what will i do tomorrow? Hmmm.. Oh, i better get a job soon before i end up like a balloon! OHNO! but looking on the bright side, it's cute right? heh. WHATEVER.

I am coffee prince-ing just now while chatting with Abang & some other friends of mine. Sambil menyelam minum air. :D Bonch, when are you going to give me those Cds? Anyways, i hope it's not too late to wish them, WELCOME BACK TO SINGAPORE! (yg gi genting ah)

oh, i would like to share something. I hope my friend won't mind. A friend poured her heart out to me just now. About her broken friendship. She discovered that those friends of hers literally threw her out of their lives. Some sort by deleting her pictures, cut her pictures away from the original pics & etc. Well friend, i think i know exactly how you feel. (: It's okay. Just try your very best to ask for forgiveness. & be forgiving yourself k. Whatever that's done, couldn't be undone. Besides, manusia mane yg tak buat silap kn? Heart breaking as it is, but what can we do? There's no use ponder upon it & hoping you could change the past. Nope, it's done. Written. Gain some, lose some. That's life. Move on. Go on. & of couse, if it was me, busuk2 mane pun, i won't throw or cut the person's, i most probably hate lah kn, picture, i will still keep them with me. Because why? Despite the sourness, there was once sweetness. Despite the tears, there was once laughters. Despite the rain, there was once sunshine. There was also once called Friendship. Right? & there's nothing wrong with keeping it. It may hurt but they've once coloured your life with rainbows. Look it on the bright side, the positive side. It will do you good, insyaAllah. That's just what i am doing right now. It's ok what people's going to think of you ok? Patience. Continue to do so k Friend? For friendship actually resides in the heart & the du'aa. [= Stay strong. ily. I will always be here for you. & I believe there's plenty of people out there who'll always be with you, care for you & most of all, love you. & don't forget, ALLAH kan ade? HE's always with you dear.






ALLAHU A'LAAM~




& i am still counting my sticks. (:

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