Tuesday, 10 June 2008.

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Never been better . I think .

Well, i have to admit that there are alot of pain for the days before this week . haha . but not all are pain . k , what the heck nurul is crapping about .
hehhh ~ hmm . truth hurts eyhh . but what can i do .? right ? Just move on ..

Well , my right part of the body is aching . be it the leg , arm & head ~ my , my ..
hahah ! but insyaAllah , i can still hang on .. :)
ouh . i went for GP just now . ok , i wasn't motivated enough to actually attend it . coz i know we will be receiving our exam papers back . -__-"
& , i was right . i am definitely positive that i will tend to fail or at most , sustain my normal marks . but hey , i passed ! & it was beyond my expectation .
coz i know how rushing it was while doing it . i manage to score 33/50 ! whops . that was way beyond my expectation . i was expecting to get at most 25 .. like i usually do . coz , this is Mdm Shariffa , man .. ~ bukan sebarang orang .. & teacher said i improved! The only thing that made me fall back was , my favourite sentence , "it all depends.." .. coz it doesnt show my high level of certainty towards my stand . whops . my bad . [: i tend to do that ALWAYS . hehhh .
that was that , now , i am just biting my nails waiting anxiously for my paper two coz ... i am certain this time round that i'll be failing . yerpps . absolutely , it's gonna be a fail . hahah ! God knows how bad i did for that particular paper . suddenly just LOST . hahah ! Reached home at around 0215pm . & continue to read a novel that i borrowed at Bishan Library yesterday . ok , iQah qas the one who borrowed it . hehehhh ! The novel is about 'Islamic based kinda LOVE '.. heee . [:

Speaking of library , shall flashback a little .
On sunday , i went for an appoinment , as usual .. then after that , went to the library with mum & 3 little sisters of mine .. we spent , almost 4 hours there . READING . whoah . it's been a long time since we did that . TOGETHER . :]
Well, i borrowed mostly , psychology-related books . hehh . ;)
then , we went to LJS to get some food for dinner . & bleagh . there was a bunch of mats . how i hate these people . well , i was pissed off coz theyre making a hell of a noise there . laughing loudly , bla3 . & yahh , like always , they were trying to flirt with iQah . nice one . Mum was just keeping quiet . watching them & watching iQah's reaction towards their behaviour . I , on the other hand , immediately asked her to get out , bringing along my two other little sisters . well , i , as a sister , was being protective . just hate my sister to be treated that way . GRR . well, inside , i wa scared too actually .. hahah ! You never know what can they do , right ? They can just bash you up . hehh . But i was putting a brave anggek face .. coz , my mom was there with me . hehhhh ~ Well, she (iqah) was once being followed home by two secondary MADRASAH guys . nice . she was crying when she got in the house . i didn't manage to actually catch those boys . i was pissed off . really , i am . GRR . God knows how i reacted that time . & Mum didnt know . Just dont wanna worry her too much . Insya Allah i can handle these situations .
hahah ! [:

That was on the sunday , on the saturday , in the early part of the day , i went to PPS at Khatib to accompany my mom there . She got some work to be done . Then i rushed home coz i was asked to attend the PESTA PANTUN by my beloved Bonch . & i was asked to wear green . & so , i did . [: i rushed my way there only to discover that it starts at 0230pm . HAH . so , i meet up with Fadila & Mut at The Sultan Mosque . done with my prayers , & saw a couple of familiar figures . (: then make our way to Taman Warisan .. the MWTIans was in lovely green (more to turquoise) kurungs .. [:
Then we sat in the hall .. Hadi was already there . He wasnt wearing green , unfortunately . He was in yellow . hahah ! Well, MWTI was against Millenia Institute & Innova JC . Lovely opponents theyve got there . K, at first MWTIans was actually nervous .. but they got comfortable after that . WELL DONE GUYS ! Proud of ya all !
& guess what , they manage to proceed to the FINALS ! CONGRATULATIONS guys !
JIAYOUUUU , JIAYOUUUU !!!!!

I just wanna share . I had a very strange dream just now . A very strange dream ..
Something that i'll never expect though .. but it was something happy for me .. It brought me to tears .. *sobsob* just thinking about them saddens me . haiz .. life aint ever be fair , will it ? hmm ~ i just have to stay strong .. :)

Well , thats about it for today .. Dah terubat dahh rindu nk blogging .
hehhh . [: there'll be a mtahs class tomorrow . Ohno ! ermm .. I have to read my maths notes just to brush up a little .. :[ & Bonch wont be attending .. she's ill .. haiz .. hmm .. :[ nevermind , life must go on .. :]
well , take care people !



Nature's hand doesn't tug at the roots to make its flowers grow .
Everything happens in its own perfect time .










I swallowed your words and spit them right back out.
*winks*

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