Wednesday, 25 June 2008.
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frustrations upon frustrations .it's been a long time since i last post . [= oh well , here i go ...
hmm . my stress level is at its peak now . ohmy ~ the ALEVEL timetable is nicely placed in my file . everytime i open my bag , i shall see it ! *gulp* well, it's just to alert me not to gallavant nor laze around anymore . like naddy said , WE HAVE TO WAKE UP ! yup . she's right . no more time to lose . [= oh , & my exam centre is at TJC . nice . Oh . & my prelims will start before the september hols ! GAWD ! that is like ... 2 months more ?! erkk . *panic* one thing , it means , LESS COMPUTER NURUL ! hee . well , i manage to stop myself from chatting on the phone for HOURS .. in fact , i dont actually talk on the phone anymore :[ except important business . erk , whatever , forget that .
Well , besides that , life has been very , very , very CHAOTIC . hahaha ! tuitions after tuitions ~ *headache* haha ! :] my tuition ends at 0915pm yesterday . gawd! hahah ! seriously , i was , HELPLESS ! its because im sooooo tired . hahah ! but i try to stay focus ! :] & from lavender all the way home .. i was sooooo very tired . Thank God yaya was with me to accompany me . :] i pity her because she have to wait for me from 6pm all the way till 0915pm . THANK YOU YAYA ! :) I can imagine myself like this EVERYDAY .. *headache*
& yahh , i was groggy on my way to school & could hardly keep my eyes open ! bleagh . Oh ya ! school was OK . notice some changes here & there but shall not brag . better keep them to myself . [: lips sealed ! I have tuition tomorrow ~ ECONS ! weeee ~ :] ha ha ha . :P my back is aching ~ & not forgetting , endless revisions ~ ! eh , just remembered , the JAPANESE are coming tomorrow lahh ! :]
& Eka give me a book for me to write in it . it's like a memory book . for the leaving preu2s . OHNO! :[ i'm leaving soon ~ SOONER than i thought . (Ok , half of me is going, "weee ~" & half of me is SOBBING.) But .. i'm leaving my beloved preuone friends & juniors ~ :(
suddenly teringat Radhiah ckp , " tp awk dah nk kluar ! :( "
& i was touched when i saw the post-its i gave eka in her notebook ! :(
ohmy .. this is harder than i thought .. what's more .. i'm leaving EKA ! & RADHIAH ! no no no ~
nak cry ~ k, maintain , maintain .. I AM STRONG . skip this topic !!!!
hehhh .
people change , eyhh ~ at one point of time , we were close . very close . & in a blink of an eye , everything just , CHANGE . *sebak di dada* what can i say , that's life . friends come and go . *sighed* guess we are not what we are before eyhh ? it's okay . i can go through this . saye rase hanye Fadila yg memahami saye buat mase nie .. :[ *sigh* what can i do .. let things be .. :]
move on ..
saye
eka .
nana .
jeeja .
radhiah .
best buddy .
beyb .
naddy .
shaz .
shikin .
faz .
fadila .
kwn2 lame saye .
mesra alam & co .
saye pun rindu 14IPOHLANE .
psssst . akhie dah balekk ! :]
& akh amndn pulak bile ehkkk ? hmm .. *counting down* [:
anw akh amndn , i know you're reading this , seems that you've gotten your wish ! hmph ! hee ! see ya soon ! :]
you were not what i thought you were ..
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