Monday, 3 March 2008.

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Sometimes, after puting on hope for so long, you realised that it's not worth it. Or frankly speaking, it will NEVER happen. "Move on." That's an easy word to be said. But it's hard to be done. especially after you have done so much. Trying to break yourself free or distance yourself away.. but it just couldn't be done. There's always something that keeps you coming back. & you'll be thinking how did you get yourself into this.. but then you realised that you don't even know how. 'Cause it's fate. It's written to be that way. Redha, Tawakkal.. There's a hikmah behind all this..

I am still searching for answers. Answers which i think it'll never be found. But questions are better left unanswered. Yes. I don't think i am prepared to face the answers. so be it.


Allahu A'lam.



Some things are just better to be left unspoken.
No one will know.
Not them.
Not her.
Not him.
Not anyone.
Only me..
& HIM.



Time will reveal..
Time will heal..
In the mean time, put on a smile and laugh my way through..
eventhough it hurts inside.
May this period of time end.
SOON.

Labels: stop hoping. stop waiting.